~You Know You Love me~

New Beginning

2009-05-13T11:48:00.001+08:00

i am on a new beginning..

blogger made me sad.. lolz

http://oinkoink-piggy.livejournal.com/

Is it about me?

2009-05-12T14:49:00.001+08:00

is it about me?

why am i so dumb to always think that there are good in human when in fact, they are all out to kill u?

thats the reason i hate human beings. u r nice to them, they bitch stab u.

fuck!

busy me!

2009-05-12T10:12:00.002+08:00

had not been blogging at all for the last i dont know, 2 weeks?

the whole weeks had been jam packed with a few new things and some old rekindle (torture u should say)

the old stuff ;

Work - yes, i am still working till late every single day and things had not changed much even if my exams are popping by in 3 weeks time. the environment at work is suffocating and i feel sick and up the brim every morning when i pop in the office. since when did i start to feel this way? not sure when it started by guess it will not be ending too soon. reports are piling, templates not updated and audit is coming! i wish i have 48 hrs!

Studies - my exams are on 01 Jun and 10 Jun respectively. i am seriously underprepared. Jady is sweet to pass me some past notes. i took some leave. but, i haven really got around it. just finished book 1 of tax. i got book 2 to go and 1000 past year questions to go. i wish i have another 48 hrs!

Golfing- nothing much about it. i had not been playing. can't find the sweet spot. :( booo! i wish i have another 8 hrs!

Boys - the boys had been pleasently sweet recently. staying by my side and having fun fighting. they cant fight as much in his place cos a evil witch will come out and cook the kids if she hear noise. i am getting more and more annoyed with her. i hate that place anyway. :(

the New thing - iphone........... hahaha the long awaited iphone!!! now just looking at the purrrfect pouch to come along..

Busy weekend for me!

2009-04-26T12:36:00.001+08:00

Finally after days for missing E, I get to meet her at green fairway. Did not play much but guess we spent more time chatting, drinking and smoking than hitting the balls. We had the usual not to be revealed gossips and catching up. I had a damn shiok time making fun of both E & L for being future parents. Haha I kept telling E that preggy woman cannot carry heavy stuff, they cant bend down much and stuff like that. Its such good fun! Haha can see the glow in this changed woman. We used to be in the same league of not wanting to have babies but she advances now and craves to be a mummy! I love the new glow that she emits and damn she look so pretty nowadays! Maybe she look prettier when I am not ard her! Boo!

Since its fri, we decided to head down to yishun together with them for supper cos I am so damn hungry! She rave about the hor fun there and hungry hub, after wolfing down a big pack of chicken rice, decided that he needed more food as well. We passed by lilydale and hub was saying that we had not see auntie Gi for a long time. After parking the car, guess what, E spot auntie Gi’s car!!! Amazing!!! We had not seen her for such long long time and we got together and smoke. Hub finish his mee gorang and me sharing the hor fun with E. the food is good! Hopefully 19/01/2011 will come fast, the expected date of completion for the yishun flat.

Seeing the need to wake up at 7am on sat, I dread going. Hub got his last lesson at mandai and I got a round with Allen at Jurong. It’s a overcrowded lesson for hub. 7 people are there for chipping n putting lesson. No bunker lesson at all! Geez! We rush down to jurong to meeting Allen and got lost. Damn the GSP which bring us to don’t know god knows where. Calling Allen and ‘screaming’ at him, we finally reach the place in 1 piece. Lolz. As a punishment for making us lost and not giving proper directions, he had to carry my golf bag, the eggs and my big bottle for me! Lolz! He asked me what I felt was bad in my golf and he gave me specific instructions not to tell him its my driver. So I complained about putting, bunker and rescue. We did a session on putting where he taught me the flow of putting and chipping with a putter and it’s a miracle! It works! We had a longer session for the bunker lesson. I struggled with it initially but he went through everything with me and taught me new things till I master it. Now I am able to hit off the bunker that is about my height and got it off to the target. We had the rescue lesson next. He showed off that he could cure it within 2 strokes and it really did! Now I can hit my rescue off the mat at sweet spot 9 out of 10 times! I saw 2 other guys from the forum that I visit and Malcom got the ping G5 over for me to try. Was thinking that my dimpals got too wispy for my use but I had to make sure of that before I further try to change my irons. The ping G5 is damn amazing! Even mishit and topping the ball can make the balls fly a further distance. The stiffer shaft forced me to a straighter direction. Here I was, still contemplating. Allen brought me to do a swing analysis. I did swings with both the ping and the kasco and did some weight ratio. Allen told me that I am getting more suited for the stiffer shaft due to my new found swing weight and he sees that I had the need to get rid of the kasco by the end of the year. The G5 allows me to have a more complete swing. I had always thought that I am a light shaft heavy head golfer but the test proves me wrong. A stiffer shaft works better for me as it tends to complete my swing. Allen told me I got 1 level up already so its better to find something that suits me and make me advance further. I am still thinking but malcom was nice enough to let me try all the irons. I called E and she happen to be around the area. And since is was around, I got her to pop up to say hi and to show off my cutie coach. Lolz. She appeared with the god sent ice blended from kopi bean! For the crazy heat, the cold blended is a true god sent! I show off my new hybrid skills and let them try the ping. I even show off my coach! Allen is cute and warm! We think Allen is a true kan tang and James is the sweet potato.. lolz high carbo coach. We had a ciggie and she had to go back to pack up her place as Lyn will be dropping by later. We hit more balls with the new ping and hub wants to drop by creative golf to see some irons. Joe was in a cute blue apron when we got there. I decided to get rid of the dimpals and he quoted me 400 bucks for the full set. Hahaha! Of course it let go! But still thinking in my mind but the price was good enough for me. I got them at 500 and losing just a 100 is good enough for me. Hub loves my ping irons as it is light enough for him without looking girlish. I love the bass bam when the sweet spot is hit. Our guess is that the irons are for men due to the length. In the official ping website, G5 is stated for the men but since I am so comfortable with them, I decided to go with my heart.

The evening ended with the tired me bringing the boys down for a walk. Boy I was worn out! I skipped dinner and head off to bed. Woke up at 10pm to catch a flight to Jakarta for a round of 18 holes.

Meet A(cannot reveal full name) and his 2 other friends at the airport. Haha they are damn funny and I feel like a queen with soo many people getting busy over me. We went for dinner and back to A’s place a Jakarta for a round of drinks. Head to sleep at about midnight indon time and had to wake up at 5am for the 18 holes at gunung geulis we went for the east course reaching there at 6am. The place is soo quite but since it’s already day break, the cool mountain air greeted my sleepy face. The caddie brought me my coffee and let me practice abit of putting before the game begin. Had my usual ciggie and coffee before we head off. The guys went white and me at the red. Total 4 of us with no flights behind us. Not sure about the price for the green as its fully paid by the boys. They offer to pay for me being my welcome trip to indon but claimed no more treat next time! Boo! Everyone tee off so damn well! Shit! I got scared but they are really encouraging! We finish the course within 4hrs and my score is 122! 9 strokes down from 131! Amazing shots were saved from putting! A got amazed by my skills and did not believe me when I told him how shitty I was when I started. But Allen taught me well and he should be proud of me! The boys were so impressed with my score cos its my 2^nd full 18 holes. Haha we got another date and they are fixing the dates already! The other 2 score a crazy score of abt 90 and A got 107.

So now I am stuck I the airport, blogging on MS word while waiting for my flight back to SG. Miss my ong lahs!!!

Till I see u, xoxo

Spotted~ back from Jogja

2009-04-21T10:30:00.004+08:00

finally back in SG after a 5 day trip in Jogja. spent the 1st 3 days for office meetings and discussions. it really cool to meet the workmates from the other offices and since its not the 1st time meeting them, it felt so warm and comforty! lotsa drinking after the long hours. the food is not that good and feel kinda BORING. but since the company is good, guess thats what is important. friendship are rekindled, new friendship found and i get to relax n chill without having to PR. get to meet the boys and seriously all of us have to hide from the meetups.

Hub pop by on friday. he came by and just so happen my period came. lolz. i was puking and feeling like crap so i get to go off earlier. Hub appear when i was in my room and he helpped me to move the things over. its so cool to have some company! we cleared up so shitty issues between us and decide to move on from there. guess the holiday is refeshing our love so things did not get as bad as it was initially. we spent time online for details on Merapi golf, feared that i could not make it hub suggest to abort the mission but i insist on it. its so damn cool and i wanna play!

we woke up 6am and went for breakie at the lobby and head off for our virgin classic 18 holes. the hotel charges 300k Rp for a 1 way but we decide to be adventurous and hitch a cab. it cost us 80k Rp only! we confirmed with the taxi uncle to pick us up 5 hrs lata.
the green is sooooooo pretty! including buggy and caddie it cost like 150 per pax. the caddie serious treat u like royalty. wiping your club, finding lost balls (for hub) and cleaning your things, bringing you water, holding your ciggie. damn it felt good!
hub hit major OB like many many many time. His caddie thought its a good idea to be with him but guess she made the wrong choice. mine say she was lucky to be with me! lolz. the score for day1 suxs at 160 before HC (Hub's OB not counted hor... my bunker shots also not counted).

woke up at wee hours for the beautiful site at Borobudur for the sun rise... omfg it rocks to max. the view is magnificient!

we headed back to the hotel and meet A gu gu for a round of 18 holes a merapi again. guess wat, he played at 6am already! without me! boooooo!!! so hub and myself went off on our own. hit the 18 holes and i got better score. a tiny bit better. we decide to abide the rules and to count for all strokes. i got like 130 and hub at 160. the thunderstorm started and we still rush to whack through the holes. damn scary! its sooo dark and we had to be chased out by the course ppl! its damn scary! the sky is cold and dark, 2 singaporean left stranded at the main door of the club house. the rain n thunderstorm. the security was nice to light a candle for us and we made call to the hotel for the pick up. phew... the car came like 40 mins later and it felt so being saved! what an adventure!
we
we
headBorobudur

yogyakarta here i come!

2009-04-10T10:55:00.002+08:00

will be heading to indo nxt week. playing the beautiful course at the Merapi golf course!!!

i seriously cant wait!!

no more rushing!

http://www.merapigolf.com/gallery.html#nogo

give myself a break!~

2009-04-09T23:15:00.002+08:00

was dreading to go for my p3 class today. i am so worn out by the numerous classes and work load that my life is currently now filled with studies and work and back to work and more work!
not that i hate my coy but the work load is damn overwhelming and making me breathless!

just when i was thinking of "to go or not to go", cute cute david from golf zone called! the long awaited TM R7 cgb driver is here! apprently there are only 2 left in the whole damn SG. no more stocks in malaysia, indo, vietnam and kr. all shops in sg told me its out of stock. remembering that i had buzz him once, he kinda told his coy that some girl is looking for the r7 cgb driver, hence after the stock count today, his warehouse told him that they managed to dig out 2! the only 2!

hub buzz me asking if i got class today and i told him about the TM. he physco me to head down as he is interested to see the r9 himself. so yes, i skip class! hub drove me to isetan for shopping. saw david once i reach there and he went to pack my cgb! hahaha without even asking me if i want other things! i told him that i was looking for rescue and he intro me the burner plus which A has and the burner XD. i took a big betha to try. he tried to tempt me with the burner xd irons which i almost got tempted with.. but i held my fort. the big betha is such a darling to use. it whip of the sweet spot so easily that it feels so easy. i tried without the rubber tee. fell in love with it till i hear the crazy price tag at SGD 280. my driver cost me SGD 299, so of cos i am not going to pay 280 for the rescue! i return it and tried on the burner plus and burner xd. i like the light sharft of the burner xd and how ez it is to swing. took me a long while to decide between the hybrid 5 and 6 but i decided to go for the 6 as i am more comfortable with it. hub tried all 3 rescues i used but the balls flew everywhere! i had to hide behide the net if not i would have shouted fore! lolz.

total damage is $439.

i plan not to work tonite and focus on playing my little big planet before i go crazy... lolz

current set :
Driver - TM R7 CGB
Rescue - TM R7 Burner XD 6
Irons - Kasco Dimpals 2
Putter - Kasco Dimpals 2
Bag - Maruman
Shoes - Footjoy
Kakis - A, L and E! I am S

why

2009-04-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

why is this so hard????
i need comfort... can i have some???

how can i forget!

2009-03-31T09:27:00.001+08:00

alarm ringed at 5.30am! darn! forgot i got a plane to catch!

glasses on my face, my sleepy face. lugging my laptop and passport and off i go to KL..

darn!

will be back tonite anyway...

ranting version 1.0

2009-03-30T23:28:00.003+08:00

i seriously think that people who bathe at the hottest heater mode should all have their skin burnt to death by the hot water. geez! i bet the water are raging at like 101 degree and who bathe at this kind of temperature! even during my most sick and down moment over the weekend, i bathe at like the medium heat and it hot enough to make me want to get it over and done with. ok, maybe just "people who bathe in the hottest heat meter who did not bother to turn it down" must get burnt to death. hmm or maybe "these" people include those who live with me only..

any old way, people are complaining about the lack of more words on my boring plain blog. well the skin is bland enough so my guess is that entries are suppose to be worse....some even ask me to go on twitter instead, since most of my habit revolved around 1 liner or 5 at most. but having to register for an account all over again makes me lazy to do so.

if you are sitting right infront of me right now, you can see the wonder that dx can do. he is having all 4 paws on my thigh and starring... it make him looks like he understood the whole blogging system.

i think blogging is like daily crap, if eat alot, u crap alot. so if u have losta happening things in your life, u blog alot. unlike celeb bloggers who have so much so puke off their system or happening bitches in my life, i simply got nothing much to blog about.
maybe its a drought. i am so damn glad that i dont earn a single cent from this if not i would have to seriously declare bankrupt.

i haven really decide but i might pop by marina bay for a MGK thingy with the kiwi. he had me dragging me to go but still, i could not make up my mind. the event looks kinda fun though, hit 2 cans with a stroke, or 2!

sounds fun? sign up MGK lah!

promo promo...

ok now its back to my books and i really really have to go back to book already...
exams here i come!

updates!

2009-03-25T10:47:00.002+08:00

had not been updating the blog for a damn long time.

life had been ;

drooling for ,

doing alot of ,

playing ,

forcing myself to study ,

and of cos ,

lastly and importantly

i promise...

2009-03-08T22:43:00.002+08:00

watched Marly and me over the weekend. It a book that I had read over and over again. A total of 3 times and all 3 times i cried.

the movie was done up better than i thought. was not sure that the movie will be a dog movie. it seems to be more of a love comedy. well, the whole movie was worth complimented for. its a movie for the love of dogs, to appreciate them and to have a feel for married life and work life. its a movie made to understand love, work and marriage.

dog lovers or not i bet almost everyone teared. i did. i kept crying and saying out loud that I will celebrate birthdays for them anymore. yes Jo, I now see why you wrote that. i felt the same way too. from now on, no more barkdays.

when the time come, i dont think i have the courage to do what was done. i dont think i can do it. i seriously cant. i love every single sec i have with my boys. for the good and the bad, i wish this will go on and on forever. being spoilt, i dont want the day to come and hope it never will. i lost rainrain on the cold steel table before and i hope i will not have to go through this ever again in my life. i love my boys, i really do. i think i love them more that i love hub. no matter how tired i am, i would still love to bring them for their daily walks. for i know that just that half hr from me, means everything to them. its the only thing that they look forward daily and i try my very best not to ruin it. no matter how bad my day goes, nothing beats the joyful bark that greet me at the door. no matter how eventful / happening the afterwork outing is, i wish i am at home, just being in the comfort of their messy fur.

boys, i promise i will give you the best i can in my life and hope that this will be the best life that you boys ever have. i know i am not a good owner but i am willing to give you boys what ever i can give.

mummy loves you...

crazy!

2009-03-08T21:45:00.003+08:00

had not been blogging much recently.
guess the heavy work load and study load is taking a toll on me. suddenly there are just so much work to do! been working past late everyday by bring my lappy back. no matter how hard i try, the work seems unfinished and its so never ending. i did some screw ups, J saved my life a few times because of that. i feel so unorgainised and felt the urge to just give up! but guess i love this job too much. the load is getting heavier with more and more responsiblity at hands so i guess i just have to learn to manage them carefully. with more things on hand, it feels like the boss is trying to see how much water my mug can hold. I am still struggling with the new work, the new role and I am still not doing too well. It certainly takes alot of time. but i am sure i can make it right? i hope i can brave through this stage.
exams are round the corner and i am certainly not prepared. June will be the time!! no more fooling around!

finally i am blogging about my enrichment! been out with E and the gang for the enrichment and i got addicted! hanging out with E, L and A became a routine that i muz see them! esp E! all of grew out of cash converters and spluge on new buys. Lootloot, mao mao and wayway... waiting for A's new pet to join the fun! i certainly cant wait for the event to finish so that we can start losing our virginity overseas.. lolz! the enrichment keep me going as my only looking forward activity. beside walking the boys, i got no mood to get out of the house but this had made me want to hang out every single time! i am glad i got the right gang to have fun with! lets pass this ok???

staying in the sun

2009-03-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

i think i am turning darker and darker. even with the crazy weather of rain and wind, i am still getting dark!

sun block help!!

any recommendation???

oh i did it again!

2009-03-05T13:48:00.002+08:00

i skipped lunch and went shoes shopping with my partner in crime!

i vow never to ask her out for shopping trips again! we just cant seems to control ourselves!

another blue pair at 9.90 adds to my collection. no picture now as I am already wearing them!

DMK sale ends on Sat... HURRY!

Give me my pair~!

2009-03-04T23:24:00.003+08:00

I had decided to add 5 pairs of new purchase into my current collection.

these are just the shoes that i managed to move to hub's place.
another cabinet full of shoes are in cck.

the ones in the 2nd row are my new buys. cheapest being 7.90 and the more expensive pair cost 13.90. DMK on sale at amara!!

说好的幸福呢

2009-03-03T09:37:00.003+08:00

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了

离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写
着有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱
着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了

时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢我
错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢怎么了

你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福
呢我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

big deal!

2009-02-23T15:17:00.000+08:00

i dont want a wedding gown. i dont want to take cheesy wedding shoots.. cannot meh?

darn!

pinksco!

2009-02-19T09:17:00.001+08:00

got my pink pink liao...

i am happy!!

Liar!

2009-02-18T11:30:00.000+08:00

Booo! i hate it when people promise u something and yet cannot deliver! boo to u!

baby post

2009-02-17T17:47:00.001+08:00

i really hope 喜悦 will be here soon...
sounds fun!!
mini E... wahahha the though tickles me...

L & E muz work harder ok?

V day presents!

2009-02-16T09:17:00.001+08:00

the pretty basket from my dear itchy and the cute bear from hub

My lenghtly post for my whole week!

2009-02-16T00:36:00.004+08:00

this is really gonna be a damn long post!

Studies

The non stop classes had currently come to a halt for a moment. However, seeing that the results will be out on Mon but I am seriously not affected as I had not taken the last exam. But I guess the pace will pick up soon after where the classes will officially come to a full geared speed. I hope I can breeze through all these though.

Work

Work is piling up. With more responsibility and a wider scope… geez… I shall try to focus more! Had not been in the focusing state lately due to the various commitment so come tomorrow, I shall concentrate!

Diamond dropped from my weddingh band!!

the celestial diamond dropped from my wedding band! boo to goldheart!

Lunch at Grand Corpthorne Waterfront on friday

Had a team lunch at the grand corpthorne waterfront, the international buffet is terrible! Not so bad but certainly not hotel standard at all. The appetizer spread is not Wow-ing. Salmon and maguro sashimi greet us. With a sake sushi range of sushi in place. The salad is plain but it comes with thick selections of dressings. The main is filling. Bee hoon, rice, siew mai and cha siew baos. Various choices of meat and fish. However, the best is the Indian food with the right pinch of spice. The wanton soup is well… what shall I say? I think my CP wanton is of a higher grade. What disappoint me is the desert, while the initial outlay looks good, the taste differ!! Booo! No more visits there! However, the great company and the joy make up for the bad food so it turn up not so bad after all!

Modesto on Friday.

Head straight to the gym to work out my over ate lunch. Since there are not much time, I went straight for the machine for an hour. My gawd! I think my stamina sucks big time! Finally struggled through the 1 hr when fen sms me. Head to bathe and straight to modesto to meet them. Saw fen, ks, ai hui, van and HY.. HY getting married!!!! The usual, HY and me had to fight… fight all the way through the dinner lah… but I am really happy that this guy is finally going to settle down! Hub pop by in a while and drove me back as he had not feed my ong lahs! So bye bye fen!! Till we meet again ok? Love u a lot!

V day at Malacca

Had an all expense paid trip by hub for my V day celebration. Drove out at 9am and head to the tuas check point. I seriously do not trust the GPS anymore as she don’t work when u need!!!! We ventured and try to reach Malacca on our own instead. Hub drove 180 for the 1st time. Haha he is so proud of himself and me so proud of him. 1st time venture out to Malaysia on his own and its with me! We reach the shopping centre at noon to pick up my contact lens and I decide to make my own decision and order a set for hub as well. My v day present to him! At least its something useful. While walking at the shopping centre, hub got me almost all the cute Taiwan shows! He said its so damn cheap! As much as he hate me drooling over the hot guys, he decide to make my wish come through and buy me sets of dvds! I never had so much Taiwan shows in my life! Haha! Head for more food and more food till its time to go back. We miss the turn to tuas and had to get stuck at woodlands check point where he had to endure my Lee Hom singing… haha boy I did tortured him! Lolz ! hub is now addicted to driving up north already!

shag!

2009-02-07T21:52:00.002+08:00

been so bz lately! dt dx had not bathe since CNY ever since iris groom them.. lolz..
planned to bathe time but apparently DX chew the wire of the blower as if its his chewing toy! darn him lah!

anyway, everyday is bz bz for me...

too many things to do, to few things to update...

till then, xoxo

the boys turn 1 year old

2009-01-30T15:41:00.000+08:00

DT turns 3 tomorrow
DX turns 1 on 8 Feb

time flies... suddenly my ong lah DT is 3 years old... i wish tomorrow nv come... cos then he will always and forever be 2... i wan my ong lah DT to be my baby forever n ever....

I LOVE DT!!!

p.s... i love DX too

random again

2009-01-30T15:01:00.000+08:00

i am blogging again...

feeling crappy... did not have breakfast... had 2 coffee... R bought me mac chicken... lolz..

wait for 5.30 so that hub n the boys will come n pick me...

blah blah blah

fancinatin

2009-01-29T22:27:00.001+08:00

obama still fancinates me. his casual no air style. his cute and handsome speechwriter..

more surprise?

hope to have him tiding everyone out of the recession...

random

2009-01-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

today is day 2 period... damn painful!! boo hoo hoo! i offically declared my pain in my facebook! wahaha
guess no chance for practise even if itchy is not around... i miss itchy already lah..

miss class today due to the darnest pain ever.... 1st time missing my lesson!!!!

watelse... hmm

i tink i gorge too much over cny... tink cannot fit my clothes le... :(

arrghhh

2009-01-29T14:45:00.000+08:00

in pain... damn painful.... but thankful that my period come... arggggghh

we had a talk

2009-01-25T19:12:00.003+08:00

hub drove us (including the boys) over my parents place at 4pm for the reunion dinner a day before the eve of CNY. we had the usual greetings and he helped me out on making meat balls for the boys. he seems kinda werid to me.. .lolz...
after the dinner, he told me that he had made a booking for ong bak 2... ok the movie suxs.. but he brought me to swensen's before the movie...
over a cup of sticky chewy chocolate, he voiced out that he read my blog.. gasp!! yes he read my blog!!! he told me that he did not know that he made made such negative influence to me and my life... i keep silent... he told me that he picked up the "man are from mars and women from venus" on my desk and after reading the introduction, he realised how much things had happen..

we had a slight talk, i grin, he talk... we decide to give this a chance and work things out again. he said that we shld try again... and try harder ... i agreed...

grin... hope all will go well ...

pray hard for me

sad comment

2009-01-23T12:01:00.004+08:00

took the tiring bus ride home last nite after school at 10 plus. the usual crowded bus, packed full with people and i had to carry my books.
bus ebrake, i cut my thumb.

went back, told him. he told me that i should get back my license. With my this kind of life, cannot take bus. ask me to go kitchen get plaster.

thats all.

i smiled

he asked how come i so polite.

i smiled again.

sad

IQ

2009-01-23T09:45:00.000+08:00

i tink i am getting more n more IQ...

lolz

i love my frens ... the usual girls for being by my side so often... and i love dad n mum... for loving me again n again

sad

2009-01-22T16:12:00.002+08:00

Wonder if its me being emo or just that the whole “being married” is taking a toll on me. Where it used to be u being sweet n accommodating and we can communicate on all levels.
After married, things slowly changed. It might due to me having a bigger and higher expectation or maybe your true self is being revealed.

No longer is u accommodative.
U blamed me time and again. Saying I was selfish. I did not asked u for a single car ride! U made various excuses not to fetch me. Only driving me to places that benefit you and only you.

When u had chicken pox on the 3rd day, you insisted that you want to watch a movie cause you want to watch, hence you drive me to the cinema.

6 days after the chicken pox, you insist that you are too sick and you don’t wish to drive me to the driving range (my guess is that it’s because you can’t play, hence you made excuses not to drive me).

You don’t drive me home from school and I know that its because it does not benefit you.

You will only drive me if you can take part in the activity. Like if you can go to the range, you would in the 1st time and place, volunteer to fetch me back.

Like you know that my mum would cook your favourite food hence you send me back weekly. When you know that you are down with chicken pox and you know that you can eat my mum’s cooking, you asked me to go back myself with the boys. See the different?

Just moments ago, I msn you and asked you if the parkway gold storage is the biggest in the east as I need to get food for the boys. You said you will send me there provided no one can see you. No stairs, no strangers and out of view. The truth is, how can you get down to your car without stairs? Without anyone seeing? Even at the carpark, people can see you, even on the road, people can see you. So I assume that you are just trying to fake sending me. Because this is non beneficial to you. I totally understand now.

Yet, you claim I was selfish and unreasonable. I do not want your car rides at all and all you can think of is me being unreasonable? Am I?

helping the economy

2009-01-22T12:08:00.002+08:00

to boost the economy and to reduce inflation, i render the little help to assist the country to grow.. hahaha

LV purchases with MY OWN money...!

timeless

2009-01-20T15:18:00.001+08:00

not the classic time piece but to the lack of time that i am encountering right now.

classes and work and MORE work!

i need to rant! i love my coy, i love my work and my work place but boy! i need a break!

new baggage!

2009-01-20T09:40:00.001+08:00

from 1st Jan till now, i had officially tore a 19.90 bag, a ninewest bag and a mphosis! total of 3 bags ruin a less than a mth! darn! i tink either my text book is too heavy or the bags suck~!

M is in paris now and the 800 bucks LV diamer neverful is damn tempting!! how!

busy weekend

2009-01-18T23:00:00.004+08:00

spent the sat nite practising enRICHment with itchy n hubby... finished the whole nite off at 11.30pm and polish off a double cheese burger from them.... the cab ride home is only 10 bucks! i tink uncle damn nice... it was 11 and he told me 10 was enough...

i hope i can get it rite cos i damn sux leh!

woke up earli on a sunday morning to bring the boys for grooming... 10am~~! head straight there without the help of the meanie hubby... booo! i can do it without u!

met daddy n mummy for bruch... i love my parents! dad said i look pretty with the long hair and mum said that i should have brought her along..

my lovely parents got me home made tibits and essence of chicken ... nothing can beat their love for me cos i love them the most too! awww... i love daddy mummy

iris mms me at about 3.15pm to let me know that the boys are done while i was on the way to yishun... took the mrt and realise hw packed it can be on a sunday afternoon.. damn!

new year new look!

2009-01-15T00:14:00.002+08:00

front view of me before extension ;

back view of me before extension

back view of me after extension
front view of me after extension...

since dec 12

2009-01-14T21:17:00.000+08:00

yaya... my last period is dec 12...
currently 2 days overdue...

fark!

new toy!

2009-01-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

dad n mum gave me my virgin appliance...

new toy!!

busy week! darn!

2009-01-09T10:12:00.002+08:00

i had been having a super duper busy week.. and guess this is going to be the schedule from now onwards,

Mon- ACCA class till 10.30pm
Tue- Enrichment course with itchy and L
Wed-Gym + enrichment class shopping
Thur- ACCA class again!
Fri-going back to mummy n daddy's place for them to ong lah me
Sat- Ong lah bros day
Sun- i got class this week from 10am to 5pm! going to meet up with itchy and L for enrichment practice

omg... i feel so worn out!

wish list for the year for now

2009-01-05T00:12:00.002+08:00

i tink i got influenced by the pals... itchy, huimin, CL, josie... haha i am starting to cook for the boys!!

with the global shortage of gerber hotdogs, i started to get fustrated and get angry so i decided to make HCF for the boys and not to purchase from gerber anymore! hmph!

tried chicken meat balls, mutton meat balls... i tried steaming cod fish and salmon stolen from itchy. omg.. the boys love the food! they actually love having kibbles mixing with HCF! i am so damn proud of myself! wahahaha

so from now on, i will be housewife-ish mama!

so for my wishlist for now is -
a steamer
a deep fryer

wahahah damn it!!!

Sat outing fun

2009-01-04T01:41:00.003+08:00

woke up in the morning when dad called to decide to ask us for lunch... it is a lunch for his earli celebration of his barkday. its suppose to be mon but unlucky me i got class on that day.

as we are going over to pray my grandma, ong lahs are not allowed. but the green green garden is a really pretty place for hang out! DT went a few times and had fun peeing at the vege! lolz! its somewhere at neo tiew crescent and name bollywood something. name of cafe is poison ivy.

we started cam whoring and all of us had fun munching away. The veg are seriously yummy and the coffee rocks!! I was the only one who wanted coffee and after the brew was served, everyone wanted one too! lolz

the smart me wore slippers and had no problem walking the fancy grassland, the 2 ms cheena wore heels and as you guess, heels got stuck! Serve the right!

my pretty mummy

hubby act cute! me hiding behind hubby so that i look skinny.. lolz

Oh ya! Kel had actually wanted to get dad’s fave perfume for him and when Merv called to ask what Kel is buying, Kel told him. 10 mins later, Merv called and claimed that his cheena bitch said that they should be the one getting the perfume and hence they bought it already. Damn disgusting! Kel was in disgust and called me and the 4 of us (me, hub, kel and his cheena) decided to meet up at suntec to see what other things we can buy for daddy. While at suntec, mum called both kel and me separately and said that dad lost his HP. So we decided that it’s a chance to get a HP for dad! Solve our problem of thinking of what to get. so we went down to my fave mustafa to get the nokia E66 for dad instead. damn it! a HP cost like $640!!! Kel and myself split the cost and Merv's cheena gal got upset saying that they wasted a chance to show off themselves! wah liew.. how disgusting!

the bright bright sun got me into my usual migraine and upon heading home, i drop dead on the bed and snore till 7pm. hub woke me up and took me to tamp mall for Ip Man. OMG.. its like the show of the month! Now i know why Jo is sooo crazy over Donnie! he is sooo damn cool! so damn handsome! so damn Man!!!!!!! this show is really a must watch! the fight scene rocks! the story line is amazing and i love this show alot! now seeing if a canto version is available!!!

last day of 2008 and 1st day of 2009!

2009-01-01T02:21:00.001+08:00

Last year on this very same day, I spent it with itchy.. this year, for the same day, I had to spend it with itchy!

Itchy prepared the amazing dinner of steamboat for us. Surprise surprise, she prepare MY risotto! Ok, mine and CL’s risotto!

I slurp and I stuff my mouth! Itchy got herself damn tired cooking and preparing for us. Poor her, did not get to eat much. But I did my part of stuffing my face shamelessly.

Watched her wedding vid the 2nd time and I still laugh!! Omg, looking back, we are damn crappy! Hub said we are mean and evil, I kinda think that we are kind hearted.

We have a crazy time mimicking xiao hua in the new Taiwan show. Its certainly not easy to talk Taiwan! Its soo internal joke!

I stole some salmon and cod fish back and the following happen ;

MIL asked ‘ how come you buy such small piece to cook? For the 2 of u?’
My reply’ oh! I stole from fren and they are for the boys!!’
MIL exclaimed loudly ‘ wat!! U let them eat such expensive food! They are dogs!’
My reply ‘they are my kids, not dogs, so they eat better than what I eat’

Actually I am damn tired but since I am waiting for my hair to dry, I just wish to shout out to all “Happy New Year!!” and to itchy “ thanks for the wonderful time and FOOD!”

2008

2008-12-30T21:29:00.000+08:00

2008 is coming to an end. Now counting down to 2009.

A recap of what I had done in 2008 ;

- I got my ballot for yishun and waiting for my yishun flat to be ready.. hopefully it can be ready by 2010

- Got a notti boy xiong xiong! Thanks for coming to daddy, mummy and kor kor’s lives! As notti as you are, we love you to bits!

- Rainrain, daddy and mummy still have not forget you.. we still miss you and know you are well at the rainbow bridge

- I got married. Its tough, its not easy and its damn difficult. Hub, I promise to learn to adapt and lets try to brave through this together.

- Itchy got married! Finally she got married…! Lolz

- Made lotsa new friends!

- Got into my coy and I really love my coy and my job.. with its ups and downs, I still love the little mr and the little ms… lol

- Still in contact with my old pals as much as planes are flew often. I love you all still!

Seems like a long happening list!

Looking forward to 2009 to complete my acca! Hope all can be done and I can graduate in 2009!

Wish me luck!

hw irritating can u be?

2008-12-30T09:21:00.000+08:00

u got the wii when u renew ur singnet contract.
u said its for me to play.
now every week , week in week out, you are bugging me
tell me there is a trade in for xbox. telling me u wan to sell it for xbox
i wanted to pay u for it
u dont want!
nothing is mine in ur damn house anyway
u wan to sell it den sell it lah!
i wan to buy from u and u dont want
den u keep bugging me weekly to sell it
what u wan!
fuck off lah!
i hate u!
so selfish!

5th day of christmas

2008-12-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

damn bloody bz at work.... darn!

btw, itchy say the pre fab concrete is up! yipeeeeeeeeeeee lolz...

christmas days

2008-12-28T22:49:00.002+08:00

christmas eve

spent the lovely eve at itchy's palace. arriving at 4 with my boys, food and lappie.. work my way thru xmas while itchy and huimin spent time cooking... maria arrive soon after and i had fun laughing at her while dx is barking at her!! lol.. facai parents and jo arrive next with huimin's hubby joining us while we were all laughing and enjoying the vidz. hub pop by!! surprise!!! did not know that he will turn up so he really caught me off guard! had rounds of food and our own count down!
can u believe that we actually left the place at 3.30 am??!

presents received -
Gunners jersey from itchy and L.. i love it sooo much that i change to it immediately and still wore it the next day.. lolz
pinkie watch from hub cos he claim that i got no pink bling watch... lol .. sweet leh
doggy treats from gift exchange and the boys had such great time feasting
doggy toys from a colleague cos she knew i will surely love it!
hand made bracelet from my manager

1st day of christmas

woke up late in the day feeling real tired and groggy ... hub pulled out a box of WOW boardgame and spent like 5 hrs explaining the details.. so tired that i fell asleep without playing much and hit off to lala land due to my horrible migraine...

2nd day of christmas

still woke up with my migraine with vomitting included. feeling damn suxy! i puke like 3 times and little ms mummy allows me to work from home. had the lappy with me so i guess it makes work alot easier. this is the best present from little ms mummy!
head off for a dinner celebration for MIL birthday.. hmmm i din eat alot though... guess the headache is still damn painful... came home a hit the table for the boardgame and guess wat? we slept at 4am and the game is still not completed!!!!!

3rd day of christmas

woke up throbbing again ... but had to wake up early to kaplan for my acca registration... the q is damn short lah.. saw allan and had fun disturbing him.. he said i am fat... sad... :( i hate allan!!
went off for korean food and got over stuff!
hub drove me over to carey's place and meeting them for the 1st time.. boy!!! they love hub!! too bad i cant stay long due to family mission...

my bro is set to marry ms cheena and a war had broke out at home!! my dad decided not to talk about it and to avoid the topic. mum hates the idea... so the whole house is icy cold...

went back to take a nap till 11pm and was drag up to complete the boardgame... we finish the game at 7am! finally!!

4th day of christmas

did not sleep much and woke up at noon.. bathe the boys and head off home..

all not well... the whole house is still in battle mode..

help........

holiday mood

2008-12-23T09:57:00.002+08:00

i am in totaly holiday mood and i cant wait for tomorrow to come.. although i will be 1 family member short, but i am seriously happy cos i am spending it with my pals.. my frens and my boys!!

xoxo

its a season to be jolly...

2008-12-22T21:44:00.001+08:00

i tink i gorge n drink too much this festive season... i am like drinking daily!!!

its a season to be jolly... drink drink drink drink drink... drink drink drink drinkkkkkk

tired sat!

2008-12-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

work up damn early like 9am to feed the boys. went for coy dinner last night and almost got myself drunk! hub surprise by and pull me off and we decide to head off to mustafa at odd hours.we had prata before the mustafa trip so all the alcohol went digested.

damn i did not know that mustafa is sooo huge! its really fun! hub n the semi drunk me walked around.. i got cheap panties like 3.30 per panty.. all the lacy lacy ones.. hahaha hub got losta things and we decided that mustafa is our nxt stop for all shopping needs.

early in the morning, i woke up, still feeling seh but decided to feed the boys with their fave egg white for breakie...

hub woke up at noon and we decided to head off to amk hub to get our supply of gerber. got delayed due to the huge g2000 sale and hub decided to get his supply of working clothes instead. he complained that all his clothes sizes had to go up by a inch.. hahahaha.. i got 2 pants and hub bought them for me.. awwww
happily head to ntuc and yet we found no gerber!!!
made the made rush to rochor and got disappointed again. paya lebar also greet us with another round of disappointment.
sensing the panic and desperation that i have, hub drove me to giant at tampines. damn it damn it! no gerber again!!!! grrrr!
i decided to act smart and buy miniced chicken meat and carrots to make meat balls for the boys. we got sushi for dinner and got other food stuff... and we got a huge teddy bear for the boys as xmas present... something for them to hump lah....!

got home and the boys fought over the bear.. hahaha..
i went to make the chicken meat balls and pray hard that it works... took them downstairs and after a long long walk, we came up and i feed the boys meat balls + kibbles.. they love it! i amm so proud of myself! see! i need gerber no more...! boo!

head down for a run before our late dinner at 10.30pm.. now at 11.30...yawn... tink i am going for my ds before heading to bed...
long day tomorrow...

ranting nite

2008-12-19T16:18:00.001+08:00

thurs -
meet the itchies for a nite of ranting at UP.. turns out that we got lotsa food.. lotsa drink and L gave E a surprise! so cute.. so ong lah.. i tot L was evil and sweet at the same time.. if i were itchy , i will screammmmmmm! lolz

hub came dwn and pick me up too... another nice one..

Fri-
going for coy dinner later and heading off for a major drinking session.. i tink i might jio J to pop dwn to mustafa with me cos being indian indian.. it might turn out fun!

xoxo...

marry wrong

2008-12-17T16:57:00.001+08:00

i realise something.. i shld have just marry itchy
then

we can share bags
we can share fags
we can share housework
we can bathe the kids
we can take cab everyday
and lastly we can be fucking rich!

itchy, will be pls marry me?

rant rant rant

2008-12-16T15:28:00.000+08:00

i seriously tink alof of things are full of crap!

all thanks to u and u acting smart, my hubby and my kids cannot celebrate xmas eve together. so u r happy? fuck off!

guess what, why dont the 3 of u just have a HUGE threesome.. happier wat.. den marry each other..

*smile serene smile... i am so fake*

worst xmas eve idea!

2008-12-15T11:00:00.001+08:00

piang eh! hub got the cheek to say that we shld invite SIL ans her LJ face hubby to itchy house to celebrate xmas... kaoz...

why this kind of disgusting idea to ruin my xmas eve? i am totally against the idea and told hub that i can turn up at itchy's place alone with the boys and he can go threesome with her and her hub...

kaoz....

how i enjoyed my fri & sat

2008-12-14T14:47:00.002+08:00

my period came on friday afternoon and i started feeling sick and cramp. the usual period pain.. arggghhh tinking that i am going to have my wkend ruin, i sulk and whine in pain thru the whole friday night.

hub was nice enough to bring me to watch BOLT, the cute dx look alike and we watch it at tampines cos they are showing the 3-d version. you need to wear this special glasses and when you take out the glasses, the screen is blur. but with the glasses on, everything look so 3-d! bolt pop out from the screen! wow... hub got addicted to 3-d shows now and demanded that we should watch 3-d shows from now onwards..
came home at midnight and whine the whole nite...

suppose to go to blue's house to celebrate her gals' barkday but being on heat, i decided that its hard for me to turn up. the pain is horrible and i lay in bed the whole day... woke up late in the evening and felt hungry so decided to meet itchy and family at urban pooch.. been there once to da bao and now going there to eat.. omg!!! it felt like home sia!!! like i had known raye for long time. we smoke, tok crap and smoke n eat n drink. idiot raye even threw my money into the plastic bag! but i really love that place so much!! the previous cafe that i went to felt so cafe-sih.. here, feels so much like home... just like the place soo much. think this is going to be another hang out joint! hui min n family pop by later but raye did not chase us out yet being with us till midnite. i had to leave cos i was feeling in damn bad pain lah.. we had the usual bitch talk and the men with their guys talk.. haha the usual gossips lah...

will be there again!

smoking ban extended

2008-12-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

[[ FROM January 1, smokers will have to stub out in all hotel lobbies and 5 metres away from all entrances and exits of buildings.
The smoking ban will also cover almost all indoor places, with the inclusion of non-air-conditioned premises like lift lobbies, markets, multi-storey and basement carparks. Smoking will also be banned in outdoor areas like playgrounds and exercise areas.
The National Environment Agency (NEA) on Friday said it is widening the list of smoke-free places to keep the air cleaner and further protect the public from the harmful health effects of second-hand smoke. ]]

if you got the balls, ban all ciggies, take out the import of ciggies... den i quit smoking... dont give fuck up rules to act like a saint...

so fake!

a letter to itchy

2008-12-11T22:39:00.004+08:00

Dear itchy,

i had only received your invitation yesterday. when the whole beautiful wedding is over.

i know you would be so pissed off on mon morning when it started to pour from 4am. i know how much you wish that the day would not start with the rain. but despite the rain, all sistas arrive on time and gave u the support that you need. we decide the pranks, got the jokes and had our hands dirty.

the guys arrive really late, sounding the whole estate with their air horn, you peep, we scream. almost forgetting that we had a mission to carry out.
we got the groom to do the most gayish things. humping ballons, peeling banana off the bros' waist with his mouth, guess ur lips and sing you a song. we thought we succeed, cheering for ourselves, only to realise some smart ass had climb in thru the window!

when the veil was lift, we were all so happy, for this beautiful couple had the prettiest smile. the groom looked like he brave the world to win your veil!

we took off to the groom's place with so many fiats hogging the road. all eyes were on you! you were so shy. yet i know they were looking at how pretty you are.

till the next stop at T3, we caught the attention of everyone. every other person was a pic of you! we even took pics at the handicap toilet! we toured the whole T3, taking snaps of pics and with eyes of envy at you. everyone look at you with the look of the beautiful bride.

leaving the place to yishun, i guess most of us knocked out, arriving at your house, we gorge, drink, smoke and gossip! all taking a rest from the early morning.

i know you felt bad, with so many tired faces, yet i have to tell you, all of us are too happy to feel tired. so proud to be involved in this wedding of yours and to be part of this. hence we decide to leave you with no food at all!

the furkids arrive later, with a whole house filled with noisy men, bitches and dogs, your yishun pad is sooo damn noisy! you are so tired, yet you still look stunning in your pretty make up. the one that makes you shine like a star.

some of us went to the fort gate 1st, some of us stayed back and we jus spilt the job without agreeing on anything. the chemistry that all of us have are so amazing. many of us meet for a few times, some not close, some like me, for the 1st time, yet for the love we have for you, we all share the chemistry, to make this the most prettiest wedding ever.

i know you tear over the drizzle that never seems to stop, yet i guess, the guy up there is telling you "if you can brave today, you can brave the rest of your life no matter how bad it is"

arriving there, all of us panic. we are uncertain over the walk in, the dress seems dirty and we duno when the march in is going to start, guests are all over the place and filled we people we dont know. yet, all goes well just by us screaming at each other. running places and checking the timing.. all of us wish for this to be the perfect march in. the one you wanted.

the march is amazing. bourbon walked in proud, you and L walking in blissful. a small hiccup did not ruin it at all. when the vows were made, i want to cry. although hearing it not the 1st time, but hearing it as a the way you both said it makes me so touched. so happy for the both of you.

the wedding went perfectly well. the wedding is beautiful and for the 1000th time, you look so pretty. all these goes well cos of your year long planning.

i did not do extra much in this as all it takes for me, it is you who make this possible so dont keep thanking me ok?

you both taught me so much. that how a couple should love and endure each other. seeing how much you both had went through makes me think that every shit i had went thru is so minor compared to yours.

i am still learning how to make it thru as a married couple and i know i can count on your advice when i need help.

i hope that this love will go on and on and may the love between you both be as beautiful as the wedding that you had.

love, Pig...

fake it...

2008-12-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

I am back in here. I still don’t feel good. I still feel weird. May the lord help me ok?

I need alot of help, trust and faith for things to go back to the way it was. To me, it hell of a difficult thing to do. To have to have things the way it used to it.

I hate the part where the whole family tree has to be dug out during a fight. I hate the fact the kaypohs had to be involved when a couple fight.

Why the hell do they even bother to call my parents and to get involved with my quarrels and why the hell do they even bother to rush down to my house when in fact is something that is between us 2? Why are they so kaypoh?

Now seeing them, i don’t feel as good as i used to be. I don’t feel that they can be trusted anymore. They all seems fake to me and none of the warmth that i had felt before had exist.
To me, all are lies and fake behaviours. Till now, i cannot forget how the fuck he can get someone to rush cab down to my house and that someone really try to do that. I cannot forgive how someone come to the room and tell me loads and loads of craps of me not to miss my family, not to call my family, not to keep crawling back to my family. I seriously still bothered over it.
Tell me not to be so minor, tell me not to feel so pointless and i tell you i seriously cannot forget.

I can’t forget fake people and i hate fake people...

No wonder people say’ the more i know men, the more i love dogs.”

wedcited!

2008-12-07T11:32:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is the wedding of the year.... The wedding of 2008. it brings a perfect closure to 2008 with a bash!

went over to itchy's hse to kaypoh and to boss her around... its really fun... to bitch , smoke and to boss her ... lolz..

took bling home and now i got 3 whities in the house. bling is so cute and sweet and make both my parents very protective over her. to me, she is like female ong lah.. so lovable! dx decide to turn evil and bite dt and try his skills at marking twice! i catch him almost doing it once and caught him doing it once! daamn that dx! itchy u wan a trade in? i take bling u take dx ok?

went to the doc to get med to delay my period... cross fingers... tml muz turn up well leh

somewhere i belong

2008-12-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

i feel like an outsider in his house
i feel like an outside at my home

which is worse? feeling like u got no home? or having a home full of fake ppl?

fake fake fake

2008-12-04T16:25:00.001+08:00

i hate fake ppl... who pretend to be nice and tell u something else.

i hate ppl who create dramas

i hate ppl who create a mountain out of a mole hill....

i hate people

are u dumb or what!

2008-12-02T17:49:00.001+08:00

if i am telling u that i am in a meeting... i am in a meeting.. do not call me and ask me dumb things cos i am in a meeting!

complaint time

2008-12-02T16:43:00.000+08:00

ya lah... the monthly grumbling of "oh where oh where has my period gone"

hope i wun see red on itchy's wedding...

feeling appreciated

2008-12-01T23:04:00.002+08:00

its really important that whatever u do, someone in your life appreciates u.

in love, you will want your partner to..
in relationships, you will want your frens to... truely have a great sat amazing sat and made new frens! itchy... ur hens nite not wild enough.. kb.. u dun dress wild enough
in work, you will want your bosses to ... i got my appraisal done already and i am soo glad that i got appreciated at work !

i love my life!

ps. itchy... nxt time muz be more steady lehhhhh.. no more nxt time hor...

OT!

2008-11-27T22:49:00.002+08:00

its 11pm and i just reach home and bathe!

super tired day today. now waiting for my hair to dry...

one of my bosses drop by from ID and decide to stop over for the wkend.. bad decision! bad decision for me. all lined up are meetings and meetings and dinner and drinking!

lucky i dress well today.. even ji told me that i look extra sexy today! hahaha i always love it when ji is in the office cos he always makes my day!

now is another probation period for me. my bosses actually come with new direction for me and even try to get me to meet up with clients. a brand new direction of work scope with i am still trying to adapt and working towards it.

the boss came down and after series of client meeting, he decide to hold meetings with the managers and another one with my manager and myself. lucky for me, mine came 1st so i get to head off at 6pm. since the meeting will take about 2 hrs or so, i went down to the gym for a quick work out and catch up with them at J bar after their dinner. the boss was cute! he ordered some salad and finger food for me knowing that i miss my dinner for the workout... lolz

managed to get my ass off the place after drinks and now waiting for my hair to dry...

yawn.. i am soo shag!!!

more bz bz bz day ahead tomorrow!

xoxo

all gear up for 2009!

2008-11-27T10:21:00.003+08:00

its not even the end of 2008 and i am all planned for the year 2009

2 days week for ACCA level 3 papers
for the 1st half of the year, i will retake my handicap
for the 2nd half of the year, i will get my diving license
i will try to squeese in to get my driving license in 2009

i will have a busy 2009 and i am looking forward to that!

any takers?

beliefs

2008-11-27T00:13:00.003+08:00

i tink i need a faith. i need to believe in a faith to bring me through these...

help me

worst sat ever!

2008-11-23T13:27:00.000+08:00

I seriously got no idea at all how come kids appeal to people at all!
Having to force myself to the charity event at sentosa, while hub drove me there,
I felt so much like walking the green mile, walking to my death!
Hub and myself went to toast box for breakfast while waiting for the rest of the colleagues to appear. I dread dread dread!
Upon seeing the kids for 10 sec, i got cards fling at me!
After the 4d movie, i got drag by them!! ! imagine those kids can say things like “oi! I tink u very cute leh!” “oi~ u pretty hor!” wah liew, why cant they be slightly more gentle and say things like “jie jie.... u very pretty” they have to sound soooo chor lor! Damn it!
Having to suffer 4d show and lunch with them made me wish for freedom to come fast! Having 10 kids with 200 mouths talking at the same time cause me headache and pain! How i wish for time to fly by!
Finally the clock strike 1pm and i can smell freedom! To go back!! Head off straight to vivo and to the gym for a 2hr relaxation! Phew... i love the workout! But i hate the fact that we are outright visible to the public. Anyway, saw elvin ng! He is sooo hot hot hot! Tall and cute! I look my worse! Damn it!
There, my sat is ruined..

new look!

2008-11-21T14:20:00.001+08:00

i tink i might not go into bangs after all!

ji n R told me that i look sexier with the top knot.... to go with my smokey eyes make up look. this is the new look that i am trying to adapt now...

in deperate need to look hot and sexy....

xoxo

santa babies no more!

2008-11-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

the dress is soooo freaking ugly!!! after trying, fitting and considering, we decided to be santa babies no more... ekkks! too ugly leh.. the dresses are too big for us! booo! no more mooolah...

santa baby!

2008-11-20T15:16:00.001+08:00

i tink i am going to be santarina at vivo after the guy agree to put vern n me together... i am going to act 21 and act xmm!

santa baby, here i come... lolz

i love batam

2008-11-20T14:01:00.002+08:00

i am jus too lazy to update my batam trip

so the whole trip we ;

overeat, over enjoy, over fun, oversmoke, over poo

under rot, under shop,

lolz

xoxo

trying... and still trying...

2008-11-19T22:02:00.001+08:00

i am still trying to be supportive. i am really trying..

pending ACCA subjects

2008-11-19T16:26:00.001+08:00

i had better note down my pending acca subjects to take

P6 Advanced Taxation ATX
P3 Business Analysis BA
P2 Corporate Reporting CR
P1 Professional Accountant PA
or
P4 Advanced Financial Management AFM

damn it!

lash me!

2008-11-18T23:00:00.002+08:00

i have not got time to update my best trip , my batam trip...!

but i jus did this, not in batam, but in bedok... lolz

addicted to run

2008-11-12T16:30:00.002+08:00

i am totally addicted to it!!

i run every night for 45 mins and for today, i hit the gym and ran for like 1.5 hrs!

shiok shiok shiok!!!

targetting to finish standchart run 10km in 2009!

frenship...

2008-11-09T02:14:00.002+08:00

itchy revealed the news to me that myself, her and jo, we had known each other for a freaking disgusting 3 yrs by Mar 09. eeks! thats a long long time for our friendship.
we had been thru
the bf stage,
the marriage stage,
the have dogs stage,
having 1 dog,
having more than 1 dogs
dogs getting sick
moving houses
change of vehicles

i tink fate has it that i had to continue to itchy with itchy for a long long time cos even my 1st ballot for hdb, we managed to get lucky and got yishun. 2 streets away from itchy. its the 1st time when we decided to try for a ballot and i cant believe that we gotten the ballot so easily. among the 3000+ applicants, we get to live so near each other! crazy fate!
still remember APC, various gatherings, groomers, barkdays, skcs, ktvs and smoking breaks.... more to come..

and BATAM here we come!!! we are even having our 1st stamping of passports together!

awwww....... so awwwww

there are forums peeps where u know them and turn out to be someone else or just being hi-bye.
for some, frenship remains...

for some, we dont contact daily yet when i need help or to rant, i noe i can count on u... nana... u are the great one!

i know kb and vern thru another forum and they see me going thru the various stage of my life too... these are the 2 young gals i know that in the end, linked me to my longest pal, fen.. wahaha spore is so damn small...

there are those school frens whom i still hang out with, and these are the frens who watch me grow... from the spoilt brat to the auntie i become...

thank you ladies...

home sweet home

2008-11-07T11:33:00.001+08:00

waiting for pick up back to my home sweet home..

i need hugs from mummy!! mummy i love uuuuu

another 2 hrs to go yet it seems so long till i can see them.. having a 3D2N stay back home.. check in time 2pm

wahahhaha

go US go!

2008-11-06T12:12:00.000+08:00

seeing obama winning the landslide votes at the election, i felt truely happy for the US citizens who make their say.i feel happy for obama for winning the hearts of the US. i feel happy for the change that is about to take place.not sure if the changes will be good or not. and certainly not sure if obama can live up to his words, but an important statement had been made.the US wants a change and they did it!

some local paper asked if we are ready for a non-chinese PM, to me, its not the race that matter here. its the change that we are planning to see.obama speaks for the weak. will we have the luxury of having a change? not of a difference race but of a different leadership group?
till this day, i am still waiting for the change to happen. a change not to happen for granted but a change that will occur because we want the change.for many living here, we spoke like we were being forced for not having the change, in reality, can we really vote for the change? can we speak our mind and not to fear the Biggies?

see! its comes!

2008-11-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

see i told u! my period reads my blog! it came!!! i tink gong xi fa cai's mama's period also read my blog.. wahahaha

so i will start blogging about my period every mth end so that it will come on time...

now back to cuddling my dt and sleep....

i tink i am a crybaby

2008-11-05T14:55:00.001+08:00

today is mc day 3. wanted to rewatch 10 promises to my dog. its onli 30mins into the show and i feel tat i wanna cry... damn it!

5 days MC

2008-11-04T17:02:00.002+08:00

nothing to be envy about! people are filled with envy when they hear about my 5 days official leave but today is day 2 and i am feeling terrible!

my face is now 2 to 3 times my usual face size.. imagine hw funny i look!
it hurts to chew and to drink. so much so that i need a straw. seriously i tink i might have lose 1 kg per day...

the most painful part of it is not the pain or the liquid diet. its not being able to kiss the boys. how i take it for granted daily for the moring kisses, the nite kisses and the kisses kisses. now not being able to kiss them, its hurts! both boys keep wanting to kiss me yet i had to push them away! i so much wanted them to ong lah me! i guess they kind know that mummy is sick so being extra manja back to me.. i have 2 boys sleeping beside me now with one on my lap and the other on the side of my lap. smelling them, i feel so helpless not being able to be close to them.

lucky for me, hb took a day or 2 off from work to take care of me. i just feel like crying! it felt so horrible that i just brust out crying many times! lucky for me, hb is right beside me now and giving me herbal tea and cooking me porridge....

awwww so blissful...

mumble mumble mumble

2008-11-03T16:09:00.002+08:00

[ Mumps or epidemic parotitis is a viral disease of the human species. The word "mumps" originally meant "to mumble", and came to be applied to the disease because of the side effects it causes. Prior to the development of vaccination and the introduction of a vaccine, it was a common childhood disease worldwide, and is still a significant threat to health in the third world.[1]
Painful swelling of the salivary glands (classically the parotid gland) is the most typical presentation.[2] Painful testicular swelling and rash may also occur. The symptoms are generally not severe in children. In teenage males and men, complications such as infertility or subfertility are more common, although still rare in absolute terms.[3],[4],[5] The disease is generally self-limited, running its course before receding, with no specific treatment apart from controlling the symptoms with painkillers. ]

yes yes yes... i am suffering from mumps. what appear to be a toothache / gum infection turn out to be mumps! down with mc for 5 days and seriously it no fun at all!

dog show Alone!

2008-11-02T18:21:00.002+08:00

HB drove us to the skc show. having down with a bad flu, he decided he would be the driver this time instead. so we rush down to cheeer for jo n elaine.. for puggy n dou! wahaha the fun starts when benben walk the ring.... dou, being the niao dou, still bear the angry against benben and keep wanting to jump at him! lolz.

benben being the usual winner, win... but good job for ah dou n puggy! u boys rocks! muz take part more often leh...

me being messy and forgetful without hb, i almost forget dx, ciggie, water bottle... hahahaha had to go in n out of expo many many times!

dx became a showcase with a fren's niece wanting to buy him from me! cute gal!!

both boys had been photographed a few times sia! wow.... show off mummy! hahaha

glad to meet the usual frens and some that i see once every purple moon like april... lolz... april n dx had fun playing and having fun being wei xiao bao... having both april n gong xi by his side!

now boys ended up snoring on top of each other...

breakway here we come!

2008-10-31T12:08:00.001+08:00

planned a get a way at batam. with help from gilbert, we got a steal!!

15 nov to 16 nov...

itchies.... go batam go!! cant wait leh!

the mthly complain

2008-10-30T14:27:00.001+08:00

i seriously tink my period is a follower of my blog. everytime i complain about my period not coming or on the way, my period comes.

so here i am, i am suffering from PMS. i am emo, having headache and bloated.

damn it.. where is my period

did i rush into things

2008-10-30T10:36:00.001+08:00

wondering if i did rush into things...

i duno i duno and i duno...

my day!

2008-10-28T22:03:00.004+08:00

Run boys Run!
bring the boys for a walk for 20 mins. with the new bought leash, i managed to get the 2 boys to walk together. dx pulling dt and dt stopping dx. the whole work out too us 20 mins and got all 3 of us shag and tired.

seriously we should do it more!

after the 20mins run with the boys, i went up, change a new pair of shoes and head off for another 30 mins of run!

shag shag shag!!! i am in serious lack of energy! wonder if i can withstand the 2 hrs gym work out tomorrow....

Bass! that mother Chucker!

for those that had been wondering about my MSN nick.. yes... i tink i am falling for Chuck Bass! the mother Chucker make me swooon over him many times in gossip girl! xoxo...

J got addicted to this show too! and J tink S is damn hot... and the S is not me... booo!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EI2afDGo8m8

tuesday blue

2008-10-28T12:07:00.002+08:00

my body is telling me that i should not come to work

-i am LS-ing from too much food
-i am feeling stuffy
-i need sleep
-i am bloated from my otw period
-i had nitemare last nite (dun ask me wat it is... forget liao..)

i need to be at home instead of work...

toothpaste from china

2008-10-27T20:50:00.002+08:00

toothpaste from china! K knows that he cant get me fake bag... so he got me fake toothpaste!

hahaha cute toilet paper holder rite??

finally! the kiang kiang kiang is on the way

2008-10-27T14:11:00.002+08:00

the pic is the status of our yishun place.... work has been done! this is taken by a fren in our yishun facebook group....

cross fingers and hope we can get the keys soon!

1 room for us

1 room for gaming

1 room for dt dx! hahahah

gone sat gone

2008-10-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

i seriously tink i see itchy and elaine more than i see my brothers. obviously i spend other sat at itchy's place. hb says that we seems to be getting ourselves farmilar with yishun more and more.

hb is always pai sey about his small avante hence feels damn pai sey to send ppl. today, i decided to wipe out his pai sey-ness and send ah dou back. hb still asked me "car so small... duno they mind or not leh..." anyway, their house actually damn near nia lah... so they dun mind being packed in the small pathetic car... hb was still worried that they mind and i had to assured him that they dont... zzzzzz men n ego.. kaoz...

Bag Expose!

2008-10-23T13:19:00.002+08:00

i am sick and at home... so i decided to do a bag expose and see how come my bag is always so heavy..

-the background is my classic gucci tote (typical A4) and made of leather.. my fave tote! HB actually asked me how come i need 2 tote. typically, i need a leather one from mon to thurs and a canvas one from fri to sun... a girl can nv have too many tote!
-cutesy pink make up pouch from taiwan by C its sooo bright and me!
-blue harrods pouch by Fen where i pack my med and lip gloss and pantry liner
-red pouch where my ipod is packed in
-office scan card with the F1 lanyard
-mphosis tissue pouch
-motorola gold phone
-lv key pouch where i got so many keys!
-lv card holder which i dont usually use...
-coach wristlet where my notes and coins sit
-gucci ciggie pouch where i pack cheapo ciggie ..
-Esprit umbrella and i love the GOLD!

my fave? the umbrella.... i love GOLD! lolz

i love my inlaws

2008-10-22T00:38:00.002+08:00

i tink we are the onli persons who really love my in laws..

my dx has ROMed.... awwww

dx with bling bling.. awww

C from taiwan with love (and goodies!)

2008-10-22T00:35:00.002+08:00

fetch C back from taipei... she went honeymoon there becos her hb had to had meetings there... so she tag along for the ride and come back with loads and loads of goodies!

-treats for the kids
-toys for the kids
-cute cute panda suits for the kids
-tops for me
-heels for me
-cute contact lens casing for me
-make up pouch for me
-coin pouch for me

-1 tee shirt for hb

hahahahah

i love love today! so much new things!

love my B... for the G

2008-10-21T21:51:00.003+08:00

B came back from spain... barcelona to be extact and she help me to buy G.... Gucci!!!
ooooo i am such a brand whore...

the boxes and the bags...
xiong xiong loves gucci
see! ciggie pouch
xiong xiong the gucci dog
my tote!

just boring me

2008-10-17T19:14:00.003+08:00

i am soo bo liao...

1. What time did you get up this morning?
9.30am

2. Diamonds or pearls?
diamonds

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
wall-eeee

4. What is your favorite TV show?
any CW shows... gossip girls, grey's antomy

5. What do you usually have for breakfast?
toast

6. What is your middle name?
S

7. What food do you dislike?
frogs

8. What is your favorite CD at the moment?
top 100 hits

9. What kind of car do you drive?
no license

10. Favorite sandwich?
cold cut trio

11. What characteristic do you despise?
bossy bitches who act mama-ish

12: Favorite item of clothing.
tanks and shorts

13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation?
rome!

14. Are you an organized person?
totally!

15: Where would you retire to?
australia. i can retire with itchy and the kids

16: What was your most recent memorable birthday?
last last year... when i got dead drunk and i dont remember how i get home

17. What are you going to do when you finish this?
gai gai with HB and the kids to PMDR to get stuff

18. Furthest place you are sending this?
who ever reads

19. Person you expect to send it back first?
no one...

20. When is your birthday?
jun 5

21.What is your shoe size?
5 / 36

22. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
B, asking me what i wan from shanghai

23. How many Pets?
2 dogs

24 Any new and exciting news?
drink , gaming... boring!!! ask me out!

25. What did you want to be when you were little?
DJ! and Vet

26. How are you today?
sianz.. tomorrow monday leh

27: Favorite flower?
sunflowers

28. What are you listening to right now?
ipod podcast

29. What is a day on the calendar you are looking forward to?
end of oct... deadlines complete

30. What was the last thing you ate?
fishball noodles without noodles

31. Do you wish on stars?
ehhhh... nope..

32. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
Red!

35. Favorite soft drink:
any tea series

36. Favorite restaurant?
hanabi

37. Hair color?
black

38. What was your favorite toy as a child?
transformer

39. Summer or Winter?
summer!

41. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate anytime!

42. Coffee or tea ?
coffee! i will die without coffee

43. Do you want your friends answer?
yes

44. When was the last time you cried?
sep 04.. my rom.. i am finished

45. What is under your bed?
the kids' toys

46. What did you do last night?
play warhammer and lvl up den go supper

47. What are you afraid of?
in debts

48. Salty or sweet?
sweet sweet sweet

49.many keys on your key ring?
his hse keys, office keys and my hse keys

50. How many years at your current job?
8 mths!

51. Favorite day of the week?
fri and sat

52. Do you make friends easily?
i hope so

53. Do you like finding out all this stuff about your friends?
yes! i am sooo kaypoh!

co0l z0ne

2008-10-17T13:40:00.002+08:00

i seriously think that i am hanging out with the boys too much.

i hate to pretend to not to be on talking terms to them... but...

just dont ask me personal things but everyone... i dun wish to tell.. so dont tell me secrets...

xoxo

part time? i doubt so

2008-10-17T09:52:00.002+08:00

was reading jo's blog and it seems that not jus her but a few of my many friends do not wish to climb the corporate ladder and most would have the intention, if possible, to be stay home mums or to work part time.

many wishes well for their husbands, for the men to climb the corporate ladder and for them to bring the bread home.

can i do that? i doubt so. perhaps more ego than other women frens i have? i cant stand not working. i cant stand being stagnant at the corporate leader. i cant stand being a housewife i guess. i love the cosmo of the colorful world too much.

more work more money more lv... hahhaha i am sooo shallow