watch dt perform!

everyone is getting their apartment

with everyone ard me and in my life seems to be getting an apartment, i tink dear got infected with the apartment purchase fever too. seems like he is getting right interested in the hot property purchase. guess after all, we are in high possibility to get an apartment somewhere in the east. at least for the time being, we are both working in the east but with the limited amount of flats nowadays, its really hard to choose where u wanna stay. dear was commenting on that 1st time buyers might get the hse quick but i had to remind him that ppl need time to build the flats watttttttttttttttt....
but since he not not OFFICIALLY propose, all these talks do not count at all. hur hur hur.. beside asking me the question like 1000 times already, its like when do u deem it as a proposal? or just the the millions out there, there are none at all? lol.. ok its me getting bitchy in here. most likely we are planning the arrangment like next year aft cny. when things got settled. check the word out its PLAN. so things might go wrong in a plan or things might no happen in this plan at all. all depends on fate when it happen i guess.

anyway, off topic, my ankle still hurts like HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

Its been so long

Yup, its been so long since my last update. Guess the pain of updating my blog still exist. When ever I flash my blog, the sight of rainrain’s fate made me wanna click the X button and escape to another world where I can see her.

With the exception of the lost of rainrain, all came back to square one. The start where its just me, dt pa and dt.

Oh ya, dt went for a hair cut by iris, omg, boy he looks handsome now. Iris did a perfect job of grooming him and dt pa love the cut to max. he swear to go to iris until the day she retire. Ho ho ho.

Dt had so much fun playing with cotton that got dt pa so shock! Dt nv like friends and yet he love love cotton to bits! So tempted to grab her home!

This is the 1st xmas week in my life where all are silent and quiet. Still grieving I guess. Everything is so quiet with no mood for xmas at all. But nonetheless, its really what we enjoy. Just the 3 of us nuaing together. A night of clubs and fun in xchange for the company that dt give us is priceless.

Oh ya, went to the MS outing ( ya, MS outing again ) on sun. before that we had the appointment to meet up with tabby. A ST we plan to adopt. She got rainrain’s color! Love at 1st sight they say. And she fear dt. Lol. 1st time some dogs actually fear him! But the 2 had fun sniffing and dt is not jealous at all for any of the cuddling I give to tabby. Hope we are chosen!
Head to k9 campus for the USDB pick up and they forgot about enrica’s order. Yet they went to pick up the food so guess the service is not that bad after all.
Saw enrica, apartment to be and boy it looks huge!! The design she told me seems so her!! Looking forward to gatecrash her hse warming!
The journey to bliss was a torture. No, it IS a torture. Pouring so big that we cant see the road ahead of us. Arriving there late, but armed with strollers, we had fun with the usual kakis and DT got a fair bits of presents. He actually enjoy the outing cos he gets to ogle at snowy and her mama. Hot snowy mama! And DT actually made so effort to stare and get active!

Ok, all the mess now with my time entries all wrong. But you know, that’s all… lolz

why do we have to lose you so fast...

The morning turn out well and ok with rainrain jumping up and down to greet me with her wagging wiper. I knew that it will take forever to feed her hence decide to just mesh her food up and wait for dear to do the dirty job.

Went to work as usual but full of worries for her. The rain was heavy today and rainrain was on my mind the whole time.

Dear got home early and we went for a short dinner downstairs. Came up and see rainrain panting really bad. Called tvj and we decide against better or worse, we shall bring her in to be hospitalized there. At least grace heng will be there to look after her.

The journey to the vet got our sprits up as rainrain was popping her head up high and being kaypoh at a lot of traffic junctions. Held my hand on her for the fear of her breathing and thankfully, we made it through to the vet.

Yvonne was there to greet us and when I put rainrain on the weighing machine, she collapsed. Got us all freak out and Yvonne went in to put rainrain on o2 mask. We fear for the worse but yet we told ourselves that rainrain can pull through the night.

Seeing her with the o2 mask and the iv drip made our hearts sink. Sink so deep into the ocean that we could never find. Holding the o2 mask on her, she whine, cry and fight the mask away. Not a whiner as I had always praise her for, 1^st time she whine. Whine so bad that my heart ache and it hurt so bad when I see her in pain. I could tell that she had problem breathing. Grace heng told us to prepare for the worst but yet, we want to remain positive for her. Rainrain is a strong strong girl. Still fighting to stand up, to breath and to take in every single breath through the mask. She did not give up at all. For the many times that she want to push the mask away, we pacify her and she will follow our instructions to have the mask back on her. She is panting, she is in pain yet she fight all the way out for all the hopes that we had promise her. I keep telling her , rainrain u had to be strong, we had xmas parties to attend, we had new year parties , we have cny parties and its kor kor ‘s 2^nd yr birthday bash in jan and the whole wish for u to attend. She listen, she wink and she put up the fight. Using every bit and ounce of her energy , she fought. She fought through the demon that was pulling her off, she delay her turn to leave us and she, with her strong will and guts , held on to every single words that we had said to her. We promise her sentosa, to be with us till she turn 15 and to celebrate her 1^st birthday with us. Mummy will hold you a big birthday bash I told her. She wink, she listen and understand every word said by me.

4 straight hours, she use all her might to pull through, using every bit of her to breath, and just tiny bit of coaxing, she went back to the mask and try to breath all over again. Never giving up. My 1^st impression of her as I put in SPC was a sassy and independent girl and she live up to it.

Every moment, every minute is a grinch / a fight and a war between time and us. We told her to win this battle for us. She promises us to win. She try to keep her word, fighting the frontline till the every end. She did not give up. Never did she try to just let go. She know that we are waiting for her to bring her home.

At midnight, all was too hard on her. The dark side won. Fuck it! What had she done to lose this battle! We are with her.. how can she just give up on us! She promise!!!!!!!!

No she did not give up without a fight, with the last ounce of breath, she tried her every best. She did us no wrong and she did herself no wrong. She is a winner. In our heart and in the battle she fought. She did not just give up like that, she fought for 4 bloody hours. For a small body weighing 1.75kg at the age of 4mths, what she did is amazing. More amazing than the daily bitching fight I had in the office daily. More amazing that every single thing that happen. More brave that every deed that any warrior had done. She fought hard and she did not give up. She had to let go not because she give up but she had to. They are too strong for her small small body.

You know when people die, they get the cover their eyes and go to the other world? Rainrain did not. As much as grace heng tried, rainrain kept her eyes open. I think she want to show me the fire in her eyes and to tell me that “ mummy, I am watching out for u and daddy in the rainbow bridge” “ I will open my eyes real wide and make sure kor kor is not naughty and I shall open my eyes real wide to look out for the 3 of you to make sure no harm come to you”

I kissed her. Many times. The places that I always kiss her. Her forehead, her cheeks and her paws. Her paws are cold. So cold like they took her to hell and bring her back just to fucking hell show that they got the right to do so. They do not have the right to bring my rainrain to hell and show off to me! No! they got no right at all. She is mine and always mine. No one can take her away. Not to anyplace in the world. She is my warrior and mine alone.

For the 2 wks she is here. Was it a wk?? a day ? or 2? I cant remember. For the short time she is here, she brought us many amazing things that no one else can. She allow us to pin hopes that no one else can and she allow us to create dreams that can never never come true.

At every rainy day, its rainrain’s day. A day that mummy will always remember and I know when it rains, it means u have come to visit and let us know that you are here. So rain often ya? Just to let mummy and daddy knows that you are watching over me, daddy and korkor.

I so hate you. For you let me love you so much yet u let me go alone.

new addition!

the kids waiting for food on wed ( 12 dec 07)!

manja rainrain being sayang by daddy
looking blur!
show down on 1st night!

In our family of three, we now have got a cute little girl. RainRain her name that is. We got her at erricson pet farm on Sunday, 9 Dec 07. Seriously, we got no intention of getting a puppy on that day itself. Dear is a ckc fan. Having had a ckc name ash for a period of time, his sis got ash from her ex bf. Well, the usual turn out, boy broke up with girl and girl return the puppy. During ash’s period of stay, it was dear and his mum who went all out for her. Hence for the 2^nd addition to the house, we decide to have either a ckc or a maltese.

Went to farmway on sat ( 8 dec 07) but in the end, we decide t o head to pmdr for DT. No dogs caught our attention although we had been searching through the webbies and shops for 1 that catches our eyes.

On 9 Dec, we went to u pet with enrica n robert having the thought of buying treats and more treats for DT. Enrica asked us if we wanna go to gi’s hse to see tyler but we decide to give it a miss and to go back to bath smelly DT. But dear decide to head to erricson for the 2^nd look at the ckc. We saw a really cute ckc but its boy. We wanted a girl so that DT will feel more at ease. We asked and they brought out RainRain. She is such a pretty pretty girl! Sight for sore eyes! So pretty!!!!!!! We got DT and he sniff her and seeing that DT likes her, we hezd for our new born child.

When we got into the car, all horror broke out! Rainrain tried to smell DT and DT freak out! At the very moment, we were thinking like what the hell have we got ourselves into! So unprepared! But rainrain is such a good girl, falling asleep on daddy’s lap while dt on mine and we drove all the way from pasir ris to cck for her initial check up.

We decide to name her rainrain as everytime we go out with the intention to view ckc, it pour! Heavy down pour! The day we got her, a storm looks like it breaking in! hence the name is being decided. We like that name too! So girlish for the pretty girl.

Lucky for us, we still have got dt’s playpen and many other things that the pretty girl can use. All passed down from kor kor.

As the q at tjv was like damn long, we head back to my house to let my parents have a view of the new addition. Dad and keller thought rainrain was cute. Mum was being as protective over dt as ever. Dt got chased in the whole house by rainrain. And many time, he snap. But after 30 sec, rainrain will forget. She is sooo cute! Every time she got snapped, she will sit at corner. Looking so guilty. Every pee / poo made by her, she give you the most guilty look.

Well, she got fairly active when she got home. Traumatizing dt many many times. Each time she did that, she forgot she got snap and went all the way out again.

Seems like all for fine until she got snap too many times and daddy whack her real hard when she pee and the wrong area for the 2^nd or was it the 3^rd time. The every next day on Thursday, she turn restless and not wanting to eat. She even start coughing kinda bad. Separate dt and her (anyway, dt nv like to stay near her) and got her to tjv on Friday night and we did checks on her on thurday, its got us scared that maybe she is down with kennel cough.

Took us about an hr and half when its our turn for the vet. She got phlegm which means its jus a wet cough because she caught a cold. Flu they named it in human terms. Dr heng gave her some med, ok that’s a lot of med and a can food for us to force feed her.

Dt pa brought her back home and got into a mess feeding her and she was sobbing and crying I heard. Got me worried sick and went back the very next day for her. She look soooo restless! Poor gal. feed her some milk and a/d and she seems to get enough energy to walk around the room. Still coughing now and then. But from the initial coughing at every 10 mins. She would only cough for like every half hr to 45 mins. Seems to be making a turn for the better.

But she is still not eating yet and lucky for us, dt shun her like he saw a ghost. Hence dt is still jumpy and healthy.

Still forcing her to eat and nothing seems to make her want to taste! Omg!!

Another 7 more days to the anitbitotics and pray hard for her speedy recovery !!

speedy recovery!

taken on 1st nite and trust me, i tot dt hate her sooo much!


taken on 12 dec when she is still gobbling down food!

shag shag sat!

went to the office today to clear more shit cos i just cant finish my work! my boss was in a damn mood so the mood in the office was not so pleasant. finally clearing so bit of shit and dt pa came ard to fetch me.. with dt of cos!
having no place to eat, we decide a last min trip to pet movers and bring dt there for a small run. jus to break the curse of always raining when dt go dog run. we were starving but the food of of no interest to us so we decide to stay at the dog run for abit of fun. dt got sticky, he jus follow me wherever i went. i run he run. i sit he sit. he got trama by a lab which came over and got over friendly with him. and the lab actually wanna follow us home! its dt 's 1st pmdr and he got kinda shy. chasing and strolling and grrring at the cats opposite. dt's daddy say he is a mummy's boy. not even leaving me for a min.

we went back a after cleaning him up abit, all 3 of us snoreeeeeeeeeeee so shag!

woke up at 7 to dress up for dinner as its dt pa's mum birthday. so we took the drive to orchard. omg, the traffic was like damn bad! cars and ppl are like everywhere! yucks! i rather skip the crowd. the dinner was great, i nv tot vegetarian can taste so good! yummy! but too filling on my tummy!!
took the long ride back with all 6 of us in the car and when we finally got back, i waited for dt pa to park the car while the rest of the family went up 1st. i heard that dt smelt me but could not see me so he went in a frezy seach for mummy. he go soooo excited when he say me tat he almost wanna jump thru the gates!! carried the boy and he kiss me for the whole 10 mins! lolz

planned to catch a movie but with nothing to watch, we decide to stay at home with dt.

dt pa wanna bring dt to the pmdr for another round of walk tomorrow with enrica n robert.. cos he claim tat dt put on weight!

hmph!

DT 你要妹妹吗?

been in the search for DT's 妹妹 for the last few weeks. trying to adopt and still waiting for replies. so many dogs out for adoption. many are like 7 yrs or older, isnt it sad? u had the dog for so long yet giving him / her up just due to old age....

but not giving up!!

The war again

Yet another news article in the straits times on dogs. Again again and again! Seriously I got really sick about it. I love my dog and face it! I love other peeps’ dogs and we are not creating a din. Why do other people always picking on us? You know school bullies? Where they pick on you without knowing the reason why and to pick on you again and again and again? That’s how I feel now. I felt so being pick on. I understand hw ppl get upset with my dog sitting on the chair but trust me, they are way cleaner than your butt! I can bring a towel for him to sit on anyway. Seriously, my dog’s butt is cleaner than those chairs.
Leashed or not leashed, I understand how some people have fear for them. If its something you fear and you had to had the thing leashed, can I leash irritating kids, crying babies and cats? I hate cats and there they are, climbing all over in HDB. Can you ppl leash your bloody cats before letting it come out at night and make horny noise!!!
I am in such fear of babies and kids that I am having kidsaphobia, can I request for them to be leashed? They scared the hell out of me, make my heart beats too fast because of their presence and because I had hyper tyroid, the fast heartbeat that I am feeling is life threatening. For the danger of losing my life, can kids and babies be leashed?

Oh ya! Theives and robbers and rapists are dangerous too! They attack people, causing emotional scars, can human be leashed too? Since we do not know when will they turn killers, can we leash them and confine them?

Ex-convicts, can they be leashed too? There are people who fear that they might attack again.

Tell you wat Singapore, jus ban dogs. Jus ban all dogs. Oh ya, ban cats, birds, kids and humans!

Fuck!

mad rush over the wkend~

had to come to the office on sat morning for this wk and nxt wk. damn! but guess thats y i managed to finish my work and to clear them in time. i promise i will do it. lolz


rush back home aft 12 noon and took me a long while to get the cab! got me so piss! reached home at 1pm and dt pa got everything pack up for our outing already. initially he had to head down to expo hence no chance of him driving us to pawtobello. hence, serene took a cab and came to pick me up. saw roxy finally! she is jus so pretty!!!! she seriously dont look 10 kg to me. but she is really a chor lor gal. haha


arriving at pawto, i saw lotsa MS and got abit bored waiting for the other gals to come. din know the newbies there. got soooo happy when i see winnie and marie!!! hence the bitching begin!~ dt spent the afternoon looking out for me, chasing me, and following me. he did move ard awhile but stop and run back when he realise that i was out of sight. ohya! fido is soooo pretty tat i attempt to dog nap her alot of time!~


got more bitching when enrica arrive! the kibbles babes!! wahahahaha


while, me, winnie and enrica were out smoking, some idiot middle age couple came and swing the door real open! roxy, bobby and belle ran out! lucky they respone to our callings and came back to us. with real disgusting potato slang, the couple shouted that the dogs should be leashed and they do not want to go into the cafe with unleashed dogs. 10 mins later, they were inside and sitting at the couch , leashing their dogs! idiots! how disgusting can they be!!! sick ppl are everywhere!



in the end,dt pa planned not to go expo and came to pick us up. imagine all us standing outside at MS and cabs actually could be seen doing u-turn when they see us! took us so long and no cabs are willing to pick us up. lucky for us, dt pa came to the rescue.

upon reaching home, dt got sooooo shag that he decide to give dinner a miss and SNORE. we planned to catch heartbreak kid and usually when we go to the door, dt will come walking behind us and sulk. this time round, he just slept.



heartbreak kid was so damn funny tat dt pa spent the whole 2 hrs laughing like mad! the show is great! funny funny funny!!!!



we had not been to marina sq for a long time and i took dt pa to max brenner for chocolate. he lve it there and was praising me for being so smart! chocolate nuts he pride himself! tried to spend some time searching for a teddy bear for dt but the other shops were closed so we had to give it a miss.



the night ended with supper and dt greeting us with his tired eyes and sleepy head. awww so cute!

dt pa decide on the red n white ckcs for our nxt kid. he said he had always like the ckcs esp red n white... so now we are on a look out for her.. ckcs alert!!!

woke up on sun to feed dt and crawl back to sleep.. had the luxury to sleep in late when dt pa went to expo. i should not have wake up late! got a nightmare that DT went missing.. cried in my sleep and woke up with dt kissing me. phew... dt pa had his sunday burnt, so its just me and dt over the wkend. went downstairs with dt and saw other dogs which dt had fun playing with. in the end, had to drag him up to bathe. the whole process took me like 2 hrs plus! with dt pa ard its like half the time or slightly lesser. got prob with my lappy and decide to re-format it. guess wat! i lost all my pics and mps due to a different user name tat i log in with! damn damn damn!!!!!!!!!

nap for awhile before heading off to expo to meet dt pa. omg! even during the last hr of the it show, the place is jam pack! shop around and got a pouch at a steal at 10 bucks and sign up photovideoi. by the time dt pa came out, it like 10 plus already. we drove his colleagues back to bedok and we both head for dinner.

toll our tired boy home and start the search for our 2nd kid again. guess wat? we slept at 1.30am! yawn....

calamari girls!!

went for a dinner catching up with kb n vern babes. was so tired with the spinning headache when i was on my way home from work that i had the initial thoughts to forgo this dinner. but there i was thinking, i had not seen my babes for too long! decided to head dwn to vivo after feeding dt. decide to be abit of a good girl and to take the bus ride to vivo. dt pa had always been saying that i am too spoilt! taking the cab everywhere, and even private bus which i took to and from work send me to my door steps! haha, the power of being a woman.
anyway, the long ride made my ass hurt. 1 hr and 30mins! shld have gotten a cab! i finish like 2 eps of prison break!
upon reaching vivo, i hurried up to marchie to meet the girls. having some dumb events there and i had to cross the ocean to the other lobby to get up to marchie.
asked one of the guys there and here is the conversation :

me : excuse me, hw to i get to marchie?
some idiot guy : oh! u have to go dwn, turn xxx, go to lobby a den to lobby b den to turn up again
me:wat is happening here? y all fence up?
same idiot: some events lor
me:wat events?
the same idiot : duno leh.. some events lor
me, glared at him and remarks : u mean u duno ! zzzzzzzzzzz ( and i give him my irritated look)

upon reaching the other escalator, i had to say the magic word " marchie" before i was let up.

anyway, seeing my babes makes my night!! we went bitching at the q and by the time we bitch, its our turn. the q was long but having my babes by me, hmmm seems that time flies!

i went for a puff when they were still in the q and a guy acutally came talking to me and wanting my number.. duh! did not give him so after some jokes and smile, we parted. he looks kinda cute anyway.

we had to sit near the calamari section and kb decided tat we shall be known as the calamari gals after heading exit cos we smell like that. i add on and say we shall eat calamari so tat we smell like that on the inside and outside!

got lotsa food and vern got free rosti! she is tooo hot to resist and the guy forgot to scan her card! wahahaha

the tart we got taste yucky, but since its for kb's birthday, we sang the song out loud and finish it!

headed for the cashier and for the large amt of food for 3, its like only 40 bucks! cheap cheap cheap! thanks for vern lah.

head outside to see the lights and they are so pretty! we were bitching and taking pics and deciding who shall help us to take pics. in the end, we decide on this cute hottie with the canon slr. he is sooooo cute! nice smile! yummy! he took a couple of shots for us and we decide the better one... hahah 1/3 rule he use!! bt he is cute!!! boyish cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went to pacific cafe and head for the seats... started bitching again. kb got a call from p and she went off to the railings to chat. vern n me creep behind her. trust me, it suxs to have to evesdrop at ppl! we almost choke on our own laughter and kb dunno!!!!

ended the night a midnight.. damn i miss the calamari girls!

*wink*

thats us with the vivo lights! so lame hor? lolz


cam whores!
see the receipt? no rostti!



xmas lights!