move or not to move?

At home today… we had the discussion of me moving in with him again. As sweet as he always do, we had a decent discussion about it. Not the usual fight that I would have expected if its other man. Great man to me so far.. nothing much that I would have asked from this man. Move in or not? Ever wonder why I had this doubt? Not knowing how long this love would last (which I hope to last for years to come and for a long long time), I am pretty scared about having to lose it one day. What if one day all this end? Do I have to move everything back? I hope this day will not come.. but there is always this fear in me that got me afraid that one day if this were to happen.. will I still have the face to move everything back home? As much as I am comfortable so far to live with him.. wonder if its right to do so? Guess it’s the distance between us, ok.. singapore is NOT that big anyway.. but having someone to go home to.. to live with.. to cuddle with.. how not good is that? Guess it where all lovely dovely couples wish for. Will it last? Why do I fear that much that it will not? Silly me? Am I such? Am I thinking too much or are all these just doubts and fears that the people around me induce?

Anyway.. since I do not wish to live my life with him in a paper bag…. I told him that until the day we clean up his messy room.. than I will move in.. haha.. not a move to delay.. guess if I wanna move in.. I want to at least have a cupboard of my own! Haha!

PS. I love u .. .. :)