5 days MC

nothing to be envy about! people are filled with envy when they hear about my 5 days official leave but today is day 2 and i am feeling terrible!

my face is now 2 to 3 times my usual face size.. imagine hw funny i look!
it hurts to chew and to drink. so much so that i need a straw. seriously i tink i might have lose 1 kg per day...

the most painful part of it is not the pain or the liquid diet. its not being able to kiss the boys. how i take it for granted daily for the moring kisses, the nite kisses and the kisses kisses. now not being able to kiss them, its hurts! both boys keep wanting to kiss me yet i had to push them away! i so much wanted them to ong lah me! i guess they kind know that mummy is sick so being extra manja back to me.. i have 2 boys sleeping beside me now with one on my lap and the other on the side of my lap. smelling them, i feel so helpless not being able to be close to them.

lucky for me, hb took a day or 2 off from work to take care of me. i just feel like crying! it felt so horrible that i just brust out crying many times! lucky for me, hb is right beside me now and giving me herbal tea and cooking me porridge....

awwww so blissful...