Wednesday, 15 August 2007

just me.. life updates

3 wks to my new job and things seems to be kinda OK for me. Waking up at 7am daily is not that bad already. Used to wake up later and having to get to work at a later time, also, managed to off work late too. These days, I had officially gotten into the habit of sleeping before 1am.. and to wake up at 7am.. not as bad as I thought.. wonder why cant I do it the last time? Lol.. habits are not cultivated for nothing!

The guys in office are still the same, noisy rowdy and buaya!! SH (my boss) had been pretty attentive to me! Carrying files for me if they are deemed to be too heavy, trying to get me lunch when I stay in and nagging me to take my lunch! Lolz.. the other guys chalk up cakes, tibits for me!!! Princess in the office!! Now that I do not have to take up the multi roles.. haha doesn’t being having to stick to a boring job is such a damn good idea! Used to want to being able to role myself into the multiples and now that I got the chance to stick to the boring job of just 1 plain position in the office. Trust me, being able to off work at 6 is the best thing! Who cares about climbing the corporate ladder!! Jaded!!!!!!

Seems like this is a season to fall out of love, people around me seems to be falling out of love so bad that I feel painful and hurt when I see them. Gone are those friends who claimed that the sky belong to them, gone are those sweet nothings that I see them whispering. Couples that I thought would last a long long time are now telling me things like there is no love and love don’t last forever. Wonder why things like this do happen? I, myself had been through out of love, the hurt, the pain and the mistrust of the relationship. At 1 point of time, I do give up too! Sharing the same opnions as my frens are feeling now, suddenly, I wish they believe in love, to have that special someone who love them and to care for them and to believe in each other all over again. I really hope all my friends will find love and to have love for a long long long long time…. I really wonder how long will it take when u stop loving me.. will u stop loving me?

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